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I "Senaste Nytt" skrev jag om att mitt Sörjarmband stank.
Mitt sörjarmband är en tjock tråd som jag knutigt fast runt handleden (som ett armband) och det ska sitta där tills den 15 april 12.00 då Bella och Edward återförenades. Då ska jag klippa av det, och det spelar ingen roll vart det hamnade när jag klippte, jag ska aldrig röra det igen. Jag får inte ta av det fören då, och jag satte på mig det den 16 september (Edward lämnar).

Kram

PS! Härma gärna mig, trotts att det är lite sent. Alice förlåter dig.

Daddy's Little Cannibal har även vunnit Best Author on Twilight Awards, så hon måste vara riktigt bra. Här kommer de FanFic hon vunnit med;

Awards for My Stories

Second Place for Best Author on Twilight Awards

First Place for Twilight Awards' Best One-Shot Short - Sex Education with Emmett - Daddy's Little Cannibal
Second Place for Twilight Awards' Best AU - Cigarette Burns - Daddy's Little Cannibal
Second Place for Twilight Awards' Best All Over Scene - Sex and Vampire (Chp. 5 Thanks Emmett) - Daddy's Little Cannibal
Judges Choice for Most Original Plot - Cigarette Burns - Daddy's Little Cannibal
“Weaving together the dark and violent world of a drug addict with the dazzling one of a famous artist, Cigarette Burns portrays the passion and desperation of these two worlds when they collide. Incorporating chilling feelings of loneliness, joy, and desperation, Daddy’s Little Cannibal creates a story depicting an impossible love match that must weather the storms of both human darkness and the pain inflicted by a cold world.”
Second Place for Twilight Awards' Best Sex Scene (incomplete) - Sex and Vampires (Chp. 2) - Daddy's Little Cannibal
First Place for Twilight Awards' Best Angst All Human Round (complete) - Cigarette Burns - Daddy's Little Cannibal
First Place for Twilight Awards' Best Renesmee and Jacob - Cloud Nine - Ddaddy's little Cannibal

All Need To Read:

Last night, May 8th, 2009, Daddy’s Little Cannibal (otherwise known as Stephanie) was killed in a drunk driving accident.

Stephanie’s sister sent out a mass message through Stephanie's phone telling those who knew her about the car crash. With her sister's permission, I decided to post an author's note telling everyone on FF that she had passed away.

I do not have her log in - I do not know how any of her stories end. She was a fantastic foreshadower, and nothing ever happened that you expected. I can’t tell you what happens.

For now, Worlds Collide is put on hold. I don’t know if I can finish it, or if I even want to. I’m sorry if you read it. It was Stephanie’s idea, she kept it together, and I don’t know if I can do it without her. Hopefully you can understand.

The Epic Contest will continue until June 6th in remembrance of her, as the idea and the name were both things she came up with. The ending date was the day she was supposed to graduate high school.

In respect of Stephanie’s memory, no one will finish her stories. It’s the way she would want it, no one would ever be able to do justice to her writing, and no one is going to try.

Many of you know I was good friends with her. We collaborated many times and she was an outstanding person, by far one of my favorites on the site. I’m going to take a short break from writing, just to get things together. I’m sorry if this bothers you in any way, but given the circumstances, it's needed.

If you knew her or were a fan of her work, you know how hard this is. Her fanfiction was original and amazingly good, and her novel ideas were even better. She will be missed by everyone who knew her or knew of her; she was a legend.

-Bronzehairedgirl620

First Eulogy:

I had no intention to write a eulogy or to post it on Stephanie’s fanfiction account. I didn’t think that anyone would care about her death beyond an “I’m sorry” or “everyone has to die eventually.” But I’m glad to say that I was wrong. The support for Stephanie’s death has been over whelming. I don’t think anyone, especially Stephanie, expected her to make this big of an impact on so many people’s lives.

It’s weird that I’m writing a eulogy on fanfiction. Like I said earlier, I had no intention to tell anyone about Stephanie’s death beyond Lindsey’s (I think her screen name is Bronze something) author note. We’re actually lucky that Stephanie has the same password that she’s had since fifth grade or else I wouldn’t have been able to hack into her account. XD

If there was any doubt in anyone’s mind, Stephanie really did love fanfiction. She used to come to me in random moments and squeal about a good review and then quote it for me. When she got a bad review, she would cry and I’ll be honest, I couldn’t understand why, she just couldn’t handle it. But she never gave up; she never even mentioned giving up. She knew that she would have to leave fanfiction again (she had an account previous to this account, but she wasn’t as dedicated to it as she was this) but, to her, that was years from now.

I had never seen anyone have such raw talent for writing and a passion to match it. It is no secret that she has grown as a writer (especially her grammar) and I’m sure that she would have, with dedication and practice, become a bestselling author- if that’s the career she chose to follow.

Stephanie was an amazing person. She went through a lot in her short life, more than most people go through in a long life. That’s one of the reasons that made her amazing. She apologized for the bad choices she made, she learned from her mistakes, and she never gave up. She was a strong person that fought and worked for everything she got. I had never seen her excited about something that wasn’t illegal till she found writing and I want to thank everyone that encouraged her to write, because your encouragement helped her deal with her demons.

Stephanie was always imaginative. When we were little she was the one that told us how we were to play pretend. I cannot tell you how many times we locked her up in our shed where she was supposedly murdered before someone could save her- that made a lot of people mad, especially our friend’s parents, because the neighbor kids would get angry or cry.

What you see in her stories is what you would see in her if you knew her. She was extremely funny, extremely happy, and loving. She was the type of person that would welcome anyone and everyone into her life with open arms. I cannot tell you how many times she would leave the house at six in the morning to drive three hours away to pick up someone that was drunk and couldn’t find a ride home or to comfort someone that needed someone to talk to, even if it was as small as their cat died. She put people before her and was genuine about it. She didn’t expect things back; she didn’t want things back, which is rare.

I wish that you could’ve met her. She was genuinely an amazing person. She went through a lot, but that only made her stronger and more amazing. I’m sure I can speak for all when I say that we will miss her and that she is in a better place where she can, hopefully, meet Kurt Cobain, the man that she has admired and looked up to since she was little.

Second Eulogy:

Bronzehairedgirl620's eulogy for Stephanie's (Daddy's Little Cannibal not Stephenie Meyer) death.
September 11, 1990 - May 8, 2009

Persevere: To persist in anything undertaken; maintain a purpose in spite of difficulty, obstacles or discouragement. To continue steadfastly.

Daddy’s Little Cannibal was undoubtedly the best author on FF, and will continue to be remembered for many years to come. I told her this numerous times, and although she didn’t believe me, the overwhelming amount of support we’ve received over the past few days definitely shows that.

I’ve been asked by both Stephanie’s sister and a few readers to write a eulogy from a slightly different perspective. Daddy’s Little Cannibal was killed in a drunk driving accident on May 8th, and will forever be remembered by everyone who was fortunate enough to know her.

I wish you all could’ve known her like I did. She was an amazing person, so full of life and imagination. Her creativity was unbelievable, her story ideas original and flawlessly written, and her personality was even better. She was funny, kind, understanding, and didn’t let anything faze her. Whenever she’d receive a flame, she’d talk about it but move on, not wanting it to dampen her spirits. Whenever I’d send her a page long rant at 3am, she’d listen and say more than ‘I’m sorry.’ Whenever my writing was horrible and off, she’d wait for me to figure it out and help me instead of getting irritated. She was the best collaboration partner I could’ve asked for, and I’m honored that I was the person she chose to write stories with.

If there are two things Stephanie wanted to pass onto everyone, it’s to write for yourself and to persevere. She told everyone not to listen to what the readers want, but to write what the author thinks is fair, and if it’s justified, the readers will understand. She taught FF to push forward no matter what, to persevere. It was that optimistic attitude that kept my love of writing growing, as it fueled many around the world. We wanted to get matching tattoos with the word, just to remember that at the end of the day, flames and bad reviews aren’t worth it. Stephanie never let anything get her down, and truly lived her own advice.

If there’s anything she wanted to tell the Fanfiction world, it’s to continue despite all obstacles. To never back down and never give up, just as Stephanie never did.

Stephanie was a phenomenal person in addition to being an amazing writer. She’d make me laugh with jokes about seeing movies with Canadian being a language and her dog humping analogies, as well as our love of Mel Brooks films. We planned on going to Florida and learning how to wrestle, as well as me going down, staying with her, and getting hit on by gay guys at the Lizard Lounge.

And that if we were lesbians, we decided we’d be together. ;)

She claimed she dragged me into everything, but I’m so glad she did. If she hadn’t, I wouldn’t have known what an amazing person she was. She truly was one of my closes friends. If I had never harassed her to let me beta the original Cigarette Burns, I would’ve never gotten to know her as well as I have, and for that I am truly grateful.

She was a flabbergastingly awesome person, and yes, that’s a word. Stephanie said so. She inspired many around the world to put themselves out on a limb and write, and I know she’ll be missed by all who had the chance to read one of her stories.

She made Fanfiction and the Twilight community a better place. Her work will go on to be remembered, and she’s made her mark. She’s a legend. I know if she were here right now, she’d be looking at the number of people who have given her family and me support and wondering why people cared so much.

It’s because we love you, Steph. :)

I hope you all remember her as an amazing author and even better person. And yes, Stephanie, I fully plan on writing that editorial on you being the unicorn queen. You just wait.

“And so the artist fell in love with the drug addict.”

“What a stupid artist.”

“What a sick, manipulative drug addict.”

-Daddy’s Little Cannibal, ‘Cigarette Burns’

Important Quotes

"We do not write because we want to, we write because we have to."
-W.Somerset.Morgan

"Everyone thinks they can be a writer. Most people don't understand what's involved. The real writers persevere. The ones that don't either don't have enough fortitude and they probably wouldn't succeed anyway, or they fall in love with the glamour of writing as opposed to the writing of writing."
-Peter McWiliams

"The worst thing that being an artist (writer/painter/musician) could do to you, would be that it would make you slightly unhappy constantly."
-J. D. Salinger

"It took me fifteen years to discover that I had no talent for writing, but I couldn't give it up because by that time I was too famous."
-Robert Benchley

"Writing is the hardest work in the world. I have been a bricklayer and a truck driver, and I tell you – as if you haven't been told a million times already – that writing is harder. Lonelier. And nobler and more enriching."
-Harlan Ellison

"Writing is not necessarily something to be ashamed of, but do it in private and wash your hands afterwards."
-Robert A. Heinlein

"The quality which makes man want to write and be read is essentially a desire for self-exposure and masochism. Like one of those guys who has a compulsion to take his thing out and show it on the street."
-James Jones

"A blank piece of paper is God's way of telling us how hard it to be God."
-Sidney Sheldon

"Writing is so difficult that I feel that writers, having had their hell on earth, will escape all punishment hereafter."
-Jessamyn West

"Better to write for yourself and have no public, than to write for the public and have no self."
-Cyril Connolly

“We all die. The goal isn't to live forever, the goal is to create something that will.”
-Chuck Palahniuk

"If somebody says no to you, or if you get cut, Michael Jordan was cut his first year, but he came back and he was the best ever. That is what you have to have. The attitude that I'm going to show everybody, I'm going to work hard to get better and better."
-Magic Johnson

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